Today I spent the entire first half of my day feeling like crap. I was whiny and wanted my bed and wasn't shy about saying so. Which was unfortunate as we were at the Botanical Garden, several thrift stores and a frozen yogurt place while I was doing all this. My hubby said it was fine and that he understood, my daughters said they just wanted me to feel better. But on top of feeling like crap, I also felt guilty.
So this was the mess I was in as we pulled into our friends driveway. I felt like an ass. None of this was rational, and none of it was put on me by anyone else. This is my bullshit that I go through every single time I don't feel amazing.
I worked really hard on letting it go, and stayed away from food for quite a while. And I let the love and friendship work their magic. It worked, it usually does when i stop being an ass about stuff. I'm finding my way slowly and just wanted to share this little bit. I think its important.
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